fill-ins

Since there's no fridaysfeast for this week, let's do friday fill-ins instead!

1. If I could be a fly on the wall I would avoid fly papers and insect catchers!

2. Jealousy is something I was good at but now I realised it's just a waste of emotions.

3. When I see a shooting star my wish would be that I can't tell you because it won't come true!

4. I'd rather be happy (and there) than sad (and here) any day!

5. Certain songs when I hear them make me wanna laugh and cry at the same time.

6. If time were in a bottle I would sprinkle it on things I want to keep forever.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to well it's not a friday anymore but I spent last night crying then sleeping, tomorrow my plans include (which means today) go to Manila, have Giann's hair cut and attend my cousin's birthday party and Sunday, I want to celebrate the grandest and happiest 1st birthday ever! :)

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The person who's supposed to "teach" me about Iglesia ni Cristo didn't come today. Lucky, lucky Yeng.

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Ate and Kuya are arriving today! Happiness. ♥

Laters.

xoxo

catholic girl

I don't want to be an Iglesia ni Cristo.

But if I don't "join" them, Pau will get "kicked-out" of the religion he's believed in and loved all his life. It will torment him. And I can't take that.

But I don't want to be an Iglesia ni Cristo. For various reasons. I never realised how much I don't want to be an INC member until Pau told me tonight that I'm going to be doctrined starting tomorrow morning. I cried. But I didn't let him know. I cried because I don't want to be doctrined. I don't want to be a part of something I don't believe in. Catholicism is not perfect, sure. But Iglesia ni Cristo is just... different. It's alien to me. And no I don't want to learn about it. I tried to buy more time. I was like, "can't I be doctrined after I finish my masters degree? Then I don't have to worry about anything else but attending those sessions Wednesdays and Sundays." I am desperate. I'll sing and dance and eat fire if only it'll buy me more time!

But I don't want Pau to lose his religion. He's the man that he is because of it. And Pau's a good man. Like really.

Oh what am I going to do?

I cried and I am crying.

Someone help me make sense of this. Please. :(

tan-an-an-an-an

I just got home from watching The Dark Knight. Heath Ledger was goddamn amazing!

The premiere was like a firm-wide event! Our CEO, CFO and Consultant were there. Also some associates. It wasn't that much of a "high society" thingy like Gill was afraid of. :P It felt so much more like... the office. Hahaha.

BUT. Pol came so we're happy! Plus we got to meet his wife. And Phil! And. NEVER MIND. :P

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I spent half of the day calling/e-mailing (more like harassing, really) people from Sydney. I still didn't get what I need though. :-( I would've had a better chance if they were from Melbourne! But yeah. Maybe not.

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This is an hour and ten minutes late: Happy happy birthday to the guy who calls me Princess(ting!) (and even published it on school paper!). He calls me Nefertiti too! :P Happy birthday JB! :) *hugs* I would've posted a photo of him but they're all in Manila so next time.

Alrighty good night. I need to wake up in 5 hours. And Giann will wake me in 3, without a doubt. :P

xoxo

sigh

It's so cold it's not funny.

And I forgot to bring my scarf. :(

Friggin weather.

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Also, why the hell can't we access Gmail anymore? But we can access Facebook!

Hmm. I think someone from IT is doing excessive Facebook-ing!

Tsk tsk.

FRIDAYSFEAST on a Saturday. I'm such a noob.

Appetizer

When was the last time you had your hair cut/trimmed?

I cut a portion of my hair to have fringe like two weeks ago?

Soup

Name one thing you miss about being a child.

Having the luxury of time and uber huge margin of error. :P Playing lego, play-doh, office-office-an and finder's keepers with Ate!

Salad

Pick one: butter, margarine, olive oil.

Butter.

Main Course

If you could learn another language, which one would you pick, and why?

Japanese. :P Because it reminds me of someone. and French just because.

Dessert

Finish this sentence: In 5 years I expect to be…

Better.

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Something from Ate:

What color is your toothbrush?
-> you'd be surprised to know that it's orange and not pink. :P in our condo though, it's pink!

Name one person that made you smile today?
-> Giann Theodore Alfonso.

What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
-> playing with Giann

Have you ever been to a strip club?
-> yep. for an investigative report project.

What is the last thing you said aloud?
-> Good morning!

What is the best ice cream flavor?
-> chocolate chip cookie dough!

What was the last thing you had to drink?
-> iced tea.

What are you wearing right now?
-> spag strap and boxer shorts.

What was the last thing you ate?
-> spaghetti.

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
-> nope.

What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
-> caramel glazed with almond. and white chocolate almond!

Who is the last person you sent a comment
-> Baneneng.

Do you take vitamins daily?
-> no.

Do you go to church every Sunday?
-> I've stopped going to church since almost a year ago.

Do you have a tan?
-> nope.

Do you like Chinese food better than pizza?
-> I love both. :P

Do you drink your soda with a straw?
-> yep.

What did your last text message say?
-> Ma, uwi ka na. andito na kami. that was last night.

Where is your dad?
-> he's in Damam.

Look to your left, what do you see?
-> sleeping Pau and Giann.

What color is your watch?
-> silver

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
-> Charles, St. Kilda beach and the fabulously breathtaking Australian tulips. :)

Do you use chapsticks?
-> nope.

What song you're listening ryt now?
-> Giann's lullabies. :P

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
-> depends. if i'm driving with Pau then drive-through.

what's your favorite number?
-> 20

Do you have a dog?
-> nope.

Last girl you talked on the phone with?
-> mum.

Have you met anyone famous?
-> HANA VICENCIO. :P Haha.

Any plans today?
-> watch Wanted later this afternoon! :)

Ever go to college?
-> yes.

Do you dye your hair?
-> nope.

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
-> people who don't mind their own friggin business.

Last song listened to?
-> except Giann's lullabies, This Heart of Mine (I Pledge)

Can you say the alphabet backwards?
-> nope.

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
-> Crocs black babydoll shoes.

Are you jealous of anyone?
-> nope.

Is anyone jealous of you?
-> like I care. :P

xoxo

my other other half :)

We finish each other's sentences.

We get each other's drift despite our uber DIFFERENCES.

We don't always agree with the other's decision yet we support each other all the way.

Our Literature professor in college thought we have a special relationship! HAHAHA.

We can live with only coffee, cheesecake, each other and Enzo and Giann for the rest of our lives. :P

We could've married each other if one of us was really born a guy. LOL.

Then again, I'm uber glad you're my best friend. :) It's more than enough.

I love you Baneneng!

Happy 24th birthday!

YOU'RE OLD OMG! :P

*hugs*