how I love/hate Nietzsche

From this day forward:

♥ I will take it like a real girl. Someone I deeply care about is hostile to me. Living here is not nice. I will suck it up and take it like a girl. I'll chalk them up to the "not-so-outstanding-results-of-my-decisions" category. And really, there are bazillion other things worse than these.

♥ I will cherish Pau more. He once said, "he'll never find another Yeng." (he = a friend looking for love) And the truth is, I'll never find another Pau too. :)

♥ I will TRY to stop hating being here. Because like, complaining does nothing but trouble me more. TRY is the mega-multi-billionaire keyword there.

♥ I will stop wishing for things that will probably never happen. Or has come and gone already. Enough said.

♥ I will save more money. Because in two words: Pau and Giann.

♥ I will slow down and appreciate.

Okay I should stop now. I've listed one too many things I might lose track of them. :P I am not really a big fan of "resolutions" especially the ones you write for the new year. But screw it, it's not a new year! And this list is more like personal promises more than anything. So yeah.

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Pau has such a silly (in a nice way) plan for Giann.

"Giann, when you're big enough to appreciate, say like when 3 or 4, I will take you to a jeepney/tricycle/train ride! Just so you experience how it's like to ride public transportation."

Made me smile.

xoxo

my other big little bub!

Mummy "Dishia" loves you soooo much! :)

xoxo

something from my mail #2

I have not logged on my Gmail for...months. I have avoided it for so long because I was too much of a chicken shit to face it. And of course you cannot relate! But anyways, I checked my mail for the first time after forever and saw this:

WHO WANTS TO FLY WITH ME?! :)

xoxo

there's something about letters

Dear you,

Do not threaten him. Do not take the ONLY thing he's here for. Believe me, when you do, I'd throw a party! So don't threaten him, you've got EVERYTHING TO LOSE. ;)

But really, OMG please do! :P And don't just say it, do it do it do it!

LOL.

love,
me

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It's safe to assume I didn't force myself to go clubbing tonight. NOT EVER actually. Plus, Pau didn't want to go. And Mac's out for a monthsary celeb so he can't come too. So Pau and I just watched Mummy 3. Brendan Fraser's son in the movie is kind of cute. But not too cute I didn't even bother to find out what his name is. :P

Speaking of movies, we watched Hancock a couple of weeks ago and I went out of the movie theatre all confused and depressed. How can you ever be "made for someone" and CANNOT be with that someone? Like seriously? How can you ever live your life with someone else knowing that someone out there is THE one for you? :(

Stupid plot.

xoxo

QLC is BS.

Dear Ate Mich,

First of, I hate that you have disabled your comment box. Secondly, we're made of sugar and spice, tough and special stuff, you will handle. ;)

Then again, what do you say let's run away from it all? Go to Timbuktu or somewhere really exotic! As long as we take Giann, I'm game! :P

These too shall pass. THESE because believe me, you're not alone.

*hugs*

boohoo

1. If I could travel back in time, I'd go to the (one of the) HAPPIEST parts of my life.

2. Give me a Reese's peanut butter cups or give me a cheesecake/cupcake. YUM! Haha.

3. I am listening to Giann's lullabies.

4. Somewhere, someone is thinking of you? or me? or us? :P

5. I'll always be YOUNG!

6. My idea of a good time includes deep, meaningful conversation with someone I love/care about or someone wise - over coffee or scrumptious dinner! I'm boring like that.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to playing my not-so-cute tauren shaman; tomorrow my plans include I should hit the club with old high school friends (a batch ahead of me) but I hate clubs so... whatever, no definite plans yet; and Sunday, I want to be lazy!

xoxo